I always tell myself to be as brave as I can when I hear sth or when I'm gonna do sth.

I always tell myself to do everything as possible as that I can.

Being brave? Staying strong?

Telling myself...

What to do, or what not to do...

 

Mom, could you hear me?

Could you understand me?

You let me to become a person who I ever want to and dream to be.

So, could you..

 

Something that meant it need to be found,

but something, meant that it should be given the highest honor.

And

to be kept by silence for their mysteries in someplaces on the Earth,

forever and ever.

The Orb; The Luna Temple; The Pandora's Box

The Holy Grail; The fairy blood of Jesus's; The stories about The Virgin Mary

Or even

The true meanings of music by Mozart.

 

No one knows what he was thinking about when he wrote down his music,

but one thing for sure is: that parts of the meanings were not the things what we imagine and play.

So, this is our music.

Or at least, this is my Own Music.

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gonna let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on

And leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you all once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurts enough to think that I could

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you all
I will never regret you all
Still the memory of you all
Marks everything i do

坦然不等于坚强与勇敢，只是在适当的时间，选择了合适的地点与方位，做了恰当的逃避。

伪装，年龄的伪装，感情的伪装，心灵的伪装。

何谓伪装？何谓适应？

是否伪装习惯了就自然而然演变成了适应，也就是所说的进化？

在那刻，发誓永远再也不会让这种事情再次发生。

如此不堪一击的自己，如此成天躲在面具下的自己。

其换来的结果便是把自己过上更厚的一次茧。

什么才是坚强？我是说，真正的坚强。。。

About three things I was absolutely positive.

First, Edward was a vampire.

Second, there was a part of him--and I didn't know how dominant that part might be--that thirsted for my blood.

And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

 

                                        --Twilight

望着镜子里那双充满血丝的双眼，顿时恍然大悟。原来，一个人的转变居然会如此的巨大；原来，在看到一切的成果之后，所有的辛苦都不算什么；原来，付出的美好是如此的动人。

道德，是人类最珍贵的品质；

灵魂，是人生最真实的保障；

面对事务，要犹如游子回家的欢喜；

面对事务，要犹如囚犯释放的自由；

面对事务，要犹如落叶归根的自然；

面对事务，要犹如空山云月的宁静。